hello

it's five in the morning since ive just been staying up and im bored so imma write a bit i guess.

it's thanksgiving break and ive been up too late almost every night. not much to do. there's my math hw and some stuff i gotta do for art class but i just dont really feel like it right now. maybe i'll do it later or smth, i just hate doing hw on days off. anyway, im in this mix between tired and not tired. i want to sleep, but i dont feel sleepy. i feel compelled to sleep bc im tired. im also ready to stay awake? no idea.

this is gonna sound reallyyyyy stupid but i never knew that how your hair air dries is how it is naturally. i never realized my hair looked wavy like THAT. i always knew it was wavy, but not in that style that it ended up naturally coming down to. especially since BEFORE i started using leave-in conditioner, it just looked a frizzed up mess so i always assumed air-drying just makes it frizzy and doesnt bring in that natural hair type. ever since i started using leave-in conditioner though, it has helped my hair air-dry more calmly/nicely and the natural waves are actually there. honestly, i like my natural waves better than the other style ive been trying to pull off but i need to learn how to maintain my waves if im gonna keep them. unfortunately, i dont know shit about maintaining anything so that's going to be an interesting learning opportunity!

we're gonna make gingerbread houses soon. the thing is that the reviews on them on amazon were split 50/50, like one was saying it came broken and the other saying it didnt. i guess we'll just see when the time comes, yeah?

cold drinking water is so good.