my future. - slight rant, if you dont want to think too much maybe dont read

I think about the future a lot. About how many dreams i wish i could pursue, about how many dreams i wont be able to pursue because i dont have the time. 

I wish i could study for hours and get top grades. But i dont. 

I wish i could get in to top universities and become a lawyer or docter. Whilst at the same time i want to be a historian studying old cultures and bringing to the surface and teaching people about how people used to live their lives. 

I wish i could be a rockstar, live with my bandmates and sell out tours across the world.

I wish i could move in with my bestfriend and live with her in a cottage in the south of France or north Italy, we could grow our own produce and have two cats.

i wish i could own a cafe and live in a terraced house above it in the middle of paris.

i wish i could be so much, but i dont have the time.