Dog died six months ago and I'm still supper bummed out.

All I really want this holiday season is a cute dog, that isn't of the midget dog variety, and I've been looking online for one. But all that has accomplished, is making me even more depressed, my lack of cash being painfully obvious, as people sell their dogs, and puppies for the highest bitter. When all I've had for the past three months in my pocket, is 2.50 in change, none of which is worth spending yet... Trying to find inspiration for my Christmas list, but my parents are just as shit broke as me, so the decision is hard as hell.. not sure what my point was here lol.  (A-)