some changes

so ive grown up as an emo kid alongside my older sister, who was scenemo back around 2014-whenever lol. had to pretty much chill out on expressing myself around 2019 cus the bullying got extreme. when covid happened, i pretty much just started getting deeper into goth (my dad had exposed me to the subcult. before, but didnt label myself as such) so thats what ive been since then. lately, ive felt a lot of tension in the online/irl goth communities ive been apart of. it feels like everyone has to be one-upping each other n its so frustrating. its not as inclusive as i remember. the tradgoths (that ive come across) are mostly bullies and undermine anyone whos a diff type of goth from them. its tiring. lowkey, im probably gonna go back to being my lil scenemo self, the type i was so comfortable to be for so long.