if u hate vents,, dont read this

ok, idk what to do here uh.. imma just vent ab my daily life bruh. Sometimes in my life my mom makes it worse so i try not to do much ab it cus i dont want problems¿ so i try to ignore and my mom always makes me cry bc she makes me feel like nothing bro,, so i just cry in silence uhh but then she notice im crying so she goes to my room to insult me more just bc im so sensitive and i cry a lot uhm,, i try not to cry hard to not getting insulted by my mom,, and anyways she notices that i cry tho,, uhhh then i have my virtual "friends" sometimes even i feel bad when i talk to them bc i feel they just talk to me bc of pitty to me and sometimes i feel worse when they dont answer fast cus i know they have a lot of friends and they more bussy w their friends than with me.. the reasons why im so lonely is just bc i uh, i'm weird and no one likes weird ppl lol, imma try not to sound cringie by this ._. but yeh, i deserve what's up w me (i hate vent accs when they sound like that is so cringe, but i had to say it) damn i feel embarassed rn typing this LOL no one will read this cus this is a waste of time but well, who knows that ppl are interested in this typpa things, damn i feel bad today and all this days without actual friends..

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I know I'm just some rando on the internet, so my apologies if this seems invasive or anything. My mom also isn't the greatest and is the source of a lot of emotional repression I experience often. I felt awful even talking to my friends because I felt like a burden to everyone around me, and the recent breakup of a relationship with an emotionally distant person also didn't help. It took a lot of time to get out of that mentality. I'd try to establish boundaries with your friends and family. If they get mad, then that's proof those boundaries were needed. My mom has bpd, one minute she's an angry woman the other she's sweet. She and my siblings used to make me cry, but what helped with me was taking what they say lightly, with a grain of salt. When they're mad, respond in a light tone or in a joking (not sarcastic) manner. If that makes them angrier, aggressively be yourself. What I mean by that is if they're trying to talk trash, keep doing what makes you happy in spite. Don't let their misery affect your life. They love it when there's company. You are not weird, you are not cringe, and you are not nothing. Please don’t give up on yourself, and don’t hesitate to reach out for help when you need it. I wish you all the best.

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first of all, thank you for sharing your story, is rlly important sometimes to vent w ppl who pass for the same thigs like you and is alr, and second, thannk you for supporting me in this situation is rlly nice from u and i enjoy that u could talk ab what happened to you, if i can help u w sm or if u wana vent or sm w me u can dm me on ig, im always active there, i will be reading you!! again, thank you so much for this comment and sharing this feelings

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