some things ab before u try to talk to me cus i might be "dangerous" for ur mental health

yk ppl need to know how other ppl are like so.. hello

this thing is for me and u, imma let know some things before u read this!! if u hate the characteristics of this blog im making imma name in the next paragraph.. DONT BE MY FRIEND!!! this is only to the ppl interested in actually sm of being friend cus im actually lonely and i dont have irl friends so. Yeh

WARNING CUS YE!!!: im gonna talk ab ab#se, S/A, gore, blood, mental disorders, personal problems and a bit of my ab#sive childhood and familly!! go away if u are senstive to this things!!! read on ur own risk!!!

hello ppl,, imma start from principal, im tomás (latin name) im from a latin american country, im ?? years old, also my birthday is soon yoo!! (not happy ab it), im a minor to advice and i will tell you personal things ab me! before u meet me.

Yk ab this vent right??:

"ok, idk what to do here uh.. imma just vent ab my daily life bruh. Sometimes in my life my mom makes it worse so i try not to do much ab it cus i dont want problems¿ so i try to ignore and my mom always makes me cry bc she makes me feel like nothing bro,, so i just cry in silence uhh but then she notice im crying so she goes to my room to insult me more just bc im so sensitive and i cry a lot uhm,, i try not to cry hard to not getting insulted by my mom,, and anyways she notices that i cry tho,, uhhh then i have my virtual "friends" sometimes even i feel bad when i talk to them bc i feel they just talk to me bc of pitty to me and sometimes i feel worse when they dont answer fast cus i know they have a lot of friends and they more bussy w their friends than with me.. the reasons why im so lonely is just bc i uh, i'm weird and no one likes weird ppl lol, imma try not to sound cringie by this ._. but yeh, i deserve what's up w me (i hate vent accs when they sound like that is so cringe, but i had to say it) damn i feel embarassed rn typing this LOL no one will read this cus this is a waste of time but well, who knows that ppl are interested in this typpa things, damn i feel bad today and all this days without actual friends.."

so this tells a bit ab my life.. a lil bit, mostlly i live in a constan bullying in school and bodyshaming me a loooot of times (normal) actually going to the point of me /// (cutting myself) in school and also at home , i hide it w my jackets or idk some baggy clothes i have or just some gloves or idk.. i have an abusive family from part of mother (my father left me at 4 y old) and they are actually homophobic and transphobic (dealing w it all the time fr) and also living w my grandma is a pain in the ass all the time they are fighting in my house, and like i said i dont actually have close friends, i do have but they are not from my school and the others that are supposed my friends they talk of me in their backs and they dont tell me anything and then they act like nothing happened alr?? (this is it for now, i will be updating if i remmember this site, byee)