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i kinda just want to kill myself

im tired


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Gigan

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real


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π»π’œπΌπΏπΈπ’΄ 𝒒𝐿π’ͺπ’ͺ𝑀𝐼𝐸

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I feel you :(


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Marshmallow_Fluff

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But then, how would one accquire a cute puppy of whom to share memories with?

To enjoy walks and oftentimes talks while enjoying a bit of poetry?

(βˆ«Λ˜β–½Λ˜)∫

I felt a coldness for all these years.
I've had nothing to wipe away the tears.
And now that the flame is gone.
I wonder if I was wrong?
But the tears still feel hard upon my skin.

A deserter, abandoned and ashamed.
All the voices in my head say it would be better if I were dead.
I don't argue as I cry into the snow.

Why do I?
Why do I?
A quiet song is the only thing I hold.

Why do I?
Why do I?
Sliver of hope please don't lie to my soul.

Am I worth the footprints that I leave?
I'm brush away the memories of the past.
All the sins I've done.
All the shots from my gun.
Continue to stain the ground of which I trod.

Is there blood tracks in the snow?
I'm a lone wolf dying of my woes.
It seems to be then end.
I'll die without a real friend.

I bleed out as my body hits the ground.

Why do I?
Why do I?
A quiet song is the only thing I hold.

Why do I?
Why do I?
Sliver of hope please stop lying to my soul.

Why do I go with my existence?

Oh.

Is this hope?
Is this hope that I've been faced with to my end?
Does this Savior really love me for who I am?
Can I love myself the way that He loves me?
Can I see my life the way He sees?

ヽ( Β°β—‡Β°)γƒŽ Farewell now.


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It is?
My poetry skills are lacking then.

But then again, an emoticon often conveys the better point.

Virtual hot coco? I am in abundant supply.
(γ€€οΎŸβˆ€οΎŸ)γ£β˜•

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oh you actually WROTE that?

sorry i thought that was some sort of copypasta

my bad :(

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please respond back i feel guilty

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