DRAMAAA

Okay so I'll go straight foward, like I said i'm in 6th grade but had a lot of bad drama because of the influence my old friends gave me but this time it's a different drama who is really breaking my heart like glass, so for 3 years I had a huge crush on a guy we'll call him naina cause I reaspect his privacy, so I had a huge crush on him like when I was in 4th grade he was in 7th garde he came to our class at a school party and asked for juice, I was the one who went to give it to him but when I saw him I had butterflies i my stomach and basically this is how we met, for the past 3 years we never talked we just looked at eachother but I had the huge mistake of telling that I like him to my friends. They were shouting all over that I like naina and tried to force me to go talk to him but I didn't since I was so shy and introverted and finally in the present, now I had an enormous crush on him like I said I'm in 6th grade and now he is a freshman 9th grade bute we only have a 3 years age gap but that doesn't justify it cause it's all depends on maturity, anyways, 2 weeks ago I wrote him a love letter but used the abreviation of my name and it was nana, but at that time in their class love letters were going around so he thought it was a joke so he read my letter out loud and his bestfriend told my identity to a few people even if I was against the Idea, let's now go to thursday , naina told his bestfriend that he was looking for me and that if I was ugly he would leave me alone , my friends unfotunately heard it and said that this friday i'll confess to him and that is the biggest error I made, It was a very rainy day, he was waiting outside of the class, I was so nervous I hid behind my friends but he understood it was me since my friends kept clinging me and told his bestfriend to tell me this "you're pretty but not as I imagined and i'm also dating and no I won't be your friend" when I heard it I was so heart broken I didn't cry but I felt my heart rip into pieces, I became calm and my feelings for naina where all gone, like I cried in my mind, so I ignored and walked away with my friends comforting me but my friends made an error too, they made a song sayin "we are waiting mike for the answer of the bastard" mike is naina's bestfriends but here I didn't use his real name and as you may know the bastard was naina but unfortunately they heard it and wwere mocking me. and followed me too since I was walking alone with a friend and naina and his friends were behind us and when I joined my friend at the cafeteria they picked a table behind us too but maybe it's a coincidence or maybe not but for now my goal is to never find love again, rejection is such a painful experience.