Grughhhh

Not excited for Monday. I don't HATE the cab ride but it's getting pretty exhausting to have usually atleast three hours of my day taken up by a long ass cab ride. I just wish my school was closer or traffic was less,, extreme. I'm lucky to be even going to the school since it's actually a really good therapeutic day school all things considered. Sometimes I want to have a normalish school experience, going to a normal school would kill me though. 

The kids there are fine just not people I super like, I think I'm also interpreted as rude or atleast standoff-ish. It's not something I have control over really and I have not plan of ever masking just to fit in better. Theoretically I would benefit from masking but it just seems miserable and exhausting and I ain't about that bullshit. I will never change myself for people that don't truly care about me. Atleast I have art 5th and 6th period.