Please forgive me

Yesterday, while talking to my mother, I raised my voice at her and was rude. Oh, my God, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to do this, it was a rash act! I'm so ashamed of it right now. I have asked her forgiveness many times. I really didn't want to do this, I'm ashamed, and my conscience is gnawing at me for all this. What a fool I was that night. I repeat once again, I am very ashamed, my conscience will no longer be clear, I will never forgive myself for this. I need to think about others more often

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