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https://open.spotify.com/track/2sz0eEGTXv0aha4qdj3XxF?si=6645580e3fcc4924

wait

https://open.spotify.com/track/3Qk3jRSs4Iejd20AxqMDNl?si=e5d7aeb079c6465f

kairui :D

2day i found out abt college readmission. im very scared to not get in. going to school is the only thing i can see myself doing right now. if i dont get in i dont know what i will do.

i miss how i felt when i first got to college. i miss app. i shouldnt have left i dont know why i did. i miss my dorm room. i was so ugly and im still ugly but at least then i was happier. and now i hate myself and i hate who i used to be but i miss being happy idk its all confusing.

college admission tonight im so scared.

(,,>_<,,)

last night micah got hight for the first time.

he took too big of a hit/

he layed on the stairs for 20 minutes coughing then moved to the kitchen and laid there rubbing his legs on the floor like a cricket.

then he came back to the living room (he wanted me to drag him so i did) sat down in his chair.

then fell.

spilled ranch on the couch.

leather.

he started crying.

he started laughing.

terrifying, his laugh. he laughs like a maniac.

he also did some crazy stuff with a chicken tender

it was julians birthday yesterday. i don't know if i like how much julians all over micah sometimes. maybe thats not the right wording cuz its not THAT crazy. im probably just overthinking way too much ik mciah would never be interested in julian. julian however, tends to like people really fast i think. im keeping my eye out. i wonder if julian is here rn. i've heard him close he front door twice idk if it was him leaving though.

i hope it was i like when no one else is here

SHIT NOOOOOOOOO

CONNORS COMING OVER TODAY DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD:

i forgot :<

I THINK i think i will stay upstairs and watch hunger games with ashlynn instead.

hppy bday juul<3

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