morningstar

two boys and the setting sun. how lovely it can be when i'm with you.

cemeteries as quiet as the ghosts who walk them and the echos of the cathedral as the veil was thin.

falling snow and the cold is a amazing excuse to hold onto your hand. up next to you while the living walk through the graves.

will the dead mind if we talk and joke that one day we'll be there soon. coffin for two? — side to side together like the day this all happened.

til death do us part never looked so beautiful.

let's sit and talk this sundown away. i never noticed the way it shines through half stained glass until i saw it in your eyes.

i swore that brown eyes never looked so beautiful until yours shun like the brightest star through their darkness. 

fallen angel in my hands, pressed hymns against my lips. **my morningstar.**

collide the heavens down to earth. i've never felt something so gorgeous, so unexplainable in so long. there's something about you, but it's good. lord, it always will be.

fast heartbeats, id let it jump out of my chest, id rip it out for you if it meant that it could be anywhere closer to yours. 

and your beautiful soul, i can see it through your sweet smile and those eyes that shine through me like a thousand moons, a thousand suns, a thousand stars. 

id let you melt me down in anyway you want. take me in anyway you wish. i want to be with you.

you'll smirk and laugh at my every joke, even the weird ones. but it'll just warm my heart more. sorry for being weird, but you say you love it, you say you love to hear me talk and this time, i'll believe it alongside all your sweet compliments and the way you say you really like me, i'll it and believe it.

deep conversations never looked so easy until i had been with you.

you bring hope back into my eyes, back into my body and fighting soul. you make me want to fight for things that are good.

now red skies and red wine are brought. pulled from your bag with glass as clear as the way that im feeling for you, the way you feel for me.

pour me a glass and i'll do the same for you. we can run from the cops if they show up because i'd drop everything if it meant running away with you, no matter where it be.

i've never been a fan but i'll drink what is poured with love. i'll taste it on my tongue and lips, i'll taste it on yours too.

enjoy it like it's sacrament, i see god in your eyes, feel paradise in your touch.

nothing more ever wanted.

your love feels like religion. 

let me be your martyr, ill die for you. 

i'll die for this, i'll die for your love.

falling sun turns to black. night sky decorated with stars yet the only thing i'm looking at is you and those eyes that pierce into mine, find their way deep into my soul.

giggly and tipsy on red wine. we can have some fun under the moonlight.

play our music. let's slow dance like they do in the movies. ignore the fact we are in the middle of a burnt church, surrounded by gravestones. 

though, nothing matters when i'm with you.

we'll slow dance and sway to the music that we love. warm bodies held close to each other under the stars while the snow begins to fall once again and i'll cherish this moment in memory, i'll live in each moment with you. it's a beautiful scene, a stunning picture to go forever within the confinements of my brain.

you know i'll think about each moment with you like it was the first day it'd happened.

slow and passionate make outs, perfected with gentle hands and warm touches. press me up against church walls under bell tower stairs. treating me softly. no quickness to get things over with. we aren't in no rush. love flows through your body and i've never been touched like this before. 

so sweet, so gentle. caring — loving.

11:something pm, i lose track of time when i'm with you but it doesn't matter to me.

now let's go through this city. run around like we're the only ones in it. bright lights, loud sounds.

passing by old sins of the past while we run around, you take them all away like they were never there. my light in the shining darkness. id burn down this entire city just for you.

backs against walls in back alley ways, climbing fire escapes of buildings to the top, crossing abandon train bridges that lead over river below. i've never felt more safe doing something so risky. i'm with you, i'll be with you.

let's stay out for a long time. i never want this night to end and i never want to leave your side.

so take me to your apartment somewhere at 4 ? — of course.

putting me up against elevator doors. press those lovely kisses against lips and skin. hallway walls were never safe from us either while we made our way to your part of this place.

unlock and toss me through your door.

end this night on a soft bed, slow passions hidden under sheets. your hips my witness. my scratches your own. 

looking so good in red.

talk til you fall asleep for a bit, i'll stay up whilst writing this. 

i'll never want to go home but i'll leave with warmth in my heart, a feeling like it's gonna explode in my chest. i pass through open windows feeling something i've not felt in so long, you make me feel worth everything and good enough. most importantly, you make me feel loved.

so i'll go feeling loved by you.

all mine.

i've never felt more alive.