blog #1 (aka idk what to post)

hi spacehey

i have never been on here b4 so i don't rly know what to do lol. anyways i rly love using a blog as a journal so pretend im pete wentz on livejournal

rn i am 18 years old, a freshman in college, and as im writing this im watching regular show in my dorm while my roommate plays on his phone :) today i had to go to a meeting with my resident director and apparently i have to go to counseling cause everyone in my building thinks i am depressed lol. its actually kind of annoyoing and weird but i guess i will go so i don't get in trouble.

last night after he left, i went for a walk at 1 am and walked about 3 miles listening to my favorite songs. songs like no distance left to run (to cry to), miss misery (to feel less lonely), and graduate(to feel some kinda hope). normalize bursting into tears the second he shuts your bedroom door behind him. it took a ton of work to not cry in front of him, but this whole thing has already broken my heart --- no reason to break his too.

my roommate is eating cereal SO LOUD and it kinda makes me want to kill him lol. jk. kinda. i need to get up and wash my face and stuff before bed but all i rly wanna do is paint my nails purple and eat cheez its. my dorm is completely empty in the food department and i ave no money so the cheez it part is gonna have to stay in my imagination, but i *do* have purple nail polish so it's not all bad.

i dont rly know what the point of this blog is, but i figured i'd post something and i love writing about random stuff that's going on. i just joined today so nobody will probably ever see this :) 

i'll fake it through the day with the help of johnnie walker red....