pre gig !?!? will freddie die !?!?

ewewew i forgot 2 do one yesterday but HERES A BLOG 4 TODAY AHH

going out 2 a gig w the bestfriend l8r on which like hm idk how i feel about it. after we r gonna watch the new dnp though :3 and ill let you all (mikey) know how err that goes. not taking many drinks but tbh theyll help. i cant be sober at a gig or ill kms cause like people and music will freak me :c kinda wish i could do pres or smth but im coming from work so best not methinkss lol

did nothing yesterday again .. had my history exam IT WAS SO BAD i did one paper really badly and literally fell asleep !but only for five minutes so its cool! and i kept yawning the entire time and literally started crying next to my MOST EVIL EX cause i waz yawning so much.. we were literally inches from eachother too cause 4 no reason all the deskz were so close. neway i liek left super early after my one paper and everyone in my class stared me down which was not good. i left though n walked around and got an iced coffee and sat on some grass which i counted as my outdoors time 4 the day :c

then when i waz at home i literally went crazy bonkers insane and posted like 50000 memes on my story so ermm that wz good . sowwy 2 The Bestfriend and The Bf cause i think started editing them into memes ermm also put on some new !really ugly! nails and when i tell u that shit almost pushed me over the end.. they were such a hassle like ueuguehugeheugu

and i agreed 2 go to tonights gig and when i tell u i felt like shit so bad . almost canceled but i was plyed by free drinks which is bonkers but im probs not gonna slit my wrists today so i guess ill go ^^

ermm we'll see how we go. been listening 2 a lot of the darkness cuz theyre touring here soon AT AN R18 GIG which makes me wanna die 4 obv reasons but its fine ig cause i got two of their cds >_> 

ANYWAY i guess im sorta excited 4 tonight .. miss The Bf and my one other friend tho (hai mikes) and im not looking forward 2 meeting my friends friends.. we see how it goes again. we're gonna see how everything goes 

updatez later cause ive gotta go 2 WORK <- theyre my fave kids today though its easy

sending luvuvuvuv

fredz

!extra note i reread my fave stephen king book yesterday :3 11/22/63 ily sm u started my jfk obsession .. im literally basement g!