11.16.23

...well my "blog throughout the day" tactic didnt hold up v long.. XD

i guess itll just depend

2day wuznt terrible.. i had 2 present n mythology which i wuz kiiinda dreading but 4 like?? the first time ever i CONFIDENTLY spoke?? idk.. kinda proud of that

...the bell interrupted me though so i have 2 finish 2morrow (￢_￢;)

i have a calc test 2 make up 2morrow... that i wuz supposed 2 take LAST wednesday. nd then THIS wednesday. im so done w calc.. im 100% dropping the class asap.. but my counselor still hasnt gotten back 2 me

wouldnt b the first time i turned a test n blank tho (￣▽￣*)ゞ

ive thought abt making my blogs look nicer.. adding graphics nd such just 2 add 2 them.. i dont guess it matters though. does nebody read these neway? i dont look back 2 c if they get kudos or nething.. but its appreciated nonetheless if u do find urself here

i think reflecting on my days is gud 4 me.. when i remember 2 do it

im so ready 4 the weekend.. nd NOT ready 4 my therapy appt next monday
how has it already been 2 weeks?!

im supposed 2 b focusing on breakdowns nd panic attacks nd y theyre caused but.. when i have them its like i cant focus at all.. its so hard 2 find a source

i guess ill figure it out eventually ╮(￣～￣)╭

its nice 2 have a place 2 just say wutever i want.. it doesnt have 2 b important or interesting.. its just my thoughts on a page

i might start going more n2 detail ab my mental struggles on my blogs. it might help me come 2 terms w them.. nd possibly help me figure out how my feelings rel8 2 situations..

that might b nice

my friend is inviting me 2 thanksgiving nd i rly rly wanna go.. im usually forced 2 go c my family tho nd idk if i can get out of that :/

i dont like my family, most of them neway

maybe ill ask..

my friends gonna give me a cart, its been awhile since ive smoked

i hope itll make things better

as opposed 2 worse, i mean

i know not 2 rely on that sort of thing..

our mutual friend wants 2 go 2 the mall w us, nd id like 2 do that 2 if possible..

i dont get out of the house much so maybe having sumthing 2 do will help clear my brain 4 a bit

i guess thats rly all that happened 2day.. i dont have many friends at skool nd the 1s i do have r not n ne of my classes.. so not much 2 talk ab outside of my own head XD

will report back 2morrow.. if i remember ヾ( ์ ω ์ )b