how to kill a monster

sometimes when the light hits my eyes just right, i think of you. i think of how romantic it would be to spill my guts on the floor to see you smile.

i'm not sure if i ever wanted you, or what i thought of you. i'm not even sure if i wanted you to love me. maybe all i wanted was for you to break me beyond all hope of repair. it doesn't matter much anyway.

the only thing worse than heartbreak is to rip your heart out for someone who doesn't want it.

i'm going to change myself for you. i'll meld myself into the shape of what you wanted. i don't care if it hurts me. i don't care if it breaks me. i don't even care if you don't like what i become. i need to be yours like i need air in my lungs.