IMPORTANT INFO ABOUT ME

TW: MENTION OF SUICIDE, SELF HARM, MENTAL HOSPITALS, SEXUAL TOPICS

(btw, there is a TL;DR version of this at the bottom!!!) erm haiii!!!! you already know my name and pronouns, and some stuff about me, but i wanted to share some important info. so, i am currently mentally unstable. i have severe suicidal and violent thoughts, so if you can, please be open to me venting if you can (its okay if you’re not comfortable with me venting, i have some other friends i can vent to ^_^). erm i have depression, social anxiety, general anxiety. i have gone to a hospital and mental hospital, and i have had violent mental breakdowns before. and just so you know, no, its not like the movies. mental hospitals are actually very comforting places, and are safe spaces. where i went, they actually used my preferred name and pronouns!!!! but anyways, yeah, im mentally unstable. my emotions can explode at times, and its really crazy and scary. its kinda like the riddler year one comics, where edward goes through the same thing. but i get off topic. i used to self harm, but the thing thats scary is that i may relapse at any moment. im not allowed any sharp objects, but i always find my way around things. please, do not call me "emo" over my self harming and depression. its not funny, and it hurts. its okay if you call me emo over my music taste and/or style. and uhm sometimes i hallucinate bugs. it happens every now and then but its really weird. okay now onto the next thing!! okay so my hormones are like RAAAAHAGHHHCDWHJDEHJQHDJ so erm i am constantly horknee and chokimg the chicken (iykwim) and erm uhhh i do make sexual jokes and say sexual things and i can get very obsessive and jealous over people so sorry :(

TL;DR

- i have severe suicidal thoughts, depression, genral anxiety, social anxiety

- i can be obsessive and jealous over people

- i make sexual jokes and say sexual things (cause of hormones)

- erm i choke the chicken alot (also cause of hormones, iykwim)