Poems :D (TW: gore, obsession, possibly abuse)

(note: I wrote all these sobbing half-asleep at one in the morning lolz. they are not good i just wanted to Do somethin with em. n a lot of them are just short parts from bigger poems-- they're jst a little dark n personal)


What could have been?
Already You have forgotten me
As I dwell on the past
You, my love, destroy me so completely
Gentle and sweet as You are,
Relentless, tearing me apart,
Show no mercy on me
I deserve this fate
Yet, you still are not happy.

____

how Impure am I,
now that you have infected me?
Touch Me, Touch Me, 
taking advantage of another
the way you did
Disgusting.

____

How much blood
is in the human body? I wonder
Cutting, further and further
my lungs, shriveled and weak
Spill onto the floor
my bones are melting away
Creating a pool of hideous sludge
my organs, how pitiful
Blackened with rot
But oh!
How beautiful the red is
my blood
The prettiest in the world
Disgusting and tainted as I am,
This wonderful red inside of me
Is heaven

_____

Your breath
sweet, soft, addicting,
ghosting my collarbone
beautiful bruises line Your neck, Your chest
spread like an angel

i will take this moment from You
my love
my sun
my heaven.
for there is no telling 
what the light of day will bring


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