repeat to yourself that theyre not really gone time has provwn that fooling yourself into beliebving the lie is the most effective way to deal with things you have no control over. keep listening to the mixtapes they made you overanalyze every single word you hear was this a sign thst things were going wrong? no no you were the one who cared too hard not them. stay up every singlw night staring at your phone either attempting to gather up the courage to turn these demons, these constanmt reminders of your loneliness into nothing more than a bad dream or praying just fior one second you could feel the warmth of equalkly retunred love. go out for coffee 4 times a week by yourself always bring your notebook never stop writingt leave little comics and thank you notes with your tip and watch them smile as you get in your car. talk down on yourself whenever possible my life is shit bc I deserve it right? you mustve done smth really bad its neafrly inmpossile for you to cry now. avoid your friends for weekds even though theyre the only sense of consistency you have left in your life. if they really wanted to see you gheyd come but they wont. who cares? allow yourself to lose interest in the thingd you love watch as you begin to take a backseat to the world around you dont fight it, become a secondary character in your own motion picture, but moist importantly drown every single one of your feelings in old stolen rum, learn to love the taste of it drioping down your throat find comfort in the warmth coming from youyr stomach youre drinking bottled love now, you dont need other people to drive aeway your loneliness you just needed to find a way to talk to it.
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