Friday Hang w B

So, for now I'm going to just refer to him as "B" bc I think that's cute. Anyways, we hung out last Friday (11/10/23) anddd OMGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!! 

Literally I haven't stopped thinking about him, he has been on my mind this entire time. 

Anyways, I got to his house around 2, and I watched him play GTA 4. A lot of people seem to have a problem with him like.. playing video games in my presence? Excuse me, I'm in HIS SPACE, and HIS HOUSE, AND I ENJOY WATCHING HIM GET CHASED BY COPS AND SHOOTING PEOPLE'S FACES!!!! SO I DO NOT CARE!!!! He even lets me tell him what to do in the game, it's not like what most people think. A lot of people think he's ignoring me, but he's so good at keeping me included.

So, after a bit I pulled out my dab pen, and he hit it but I don't think he liked the flavor. The flavor is pretty chill for me. It's Berry Pie or something, which I don't usually like those kinds of flavors in vapes, but it's a lot less strong in the dab pen. His mom came home (his dad was there) and she brought this really like boujee ass dab pen, like it looked like it was made of gold and shit. He hit that and then TOOK 3 EDIBLES AND WAS ALSO DRUNK? 

I LOVE me a man that does substances, UGH!!!! Then we started watching a bit of YouTube and we were cuddling a bit more than we did last time I went to his house. (I know!!! I'm sorry I didn't inform you guys. Last time was mostly us being awkward bc it was the first time I had been to his house.) We also scrolled on Reddit and looked at Rhea Ripley's ass. NOT EVEN ON PURPOSE!!!! HER SUBREDDIT IS LITERALLY JUST HER ASS!!! 

At some point we went outside and passed a joint around with his parents, I got suppperrrrrrr high. B was puffing that shit, he must have a higher tolerance than me. Idk tho he was fucked up by the end LOLL. We went back inside and watched more YouTube, and then we ate some hotdogs (I hate hot dogs but I ate it anyways.) When we got back, he pulled me close and laid his head on my chest. He was so warm, and he was SUPER fucked. He kept pulling me closer and holding onto me. He didn't want to let go, and I've never had that before. 

We eventually kept getting closer, and like putting each other's faces into the other's body or neck. It felt so awesome to have him to close to me, I loved it. And eventually, like the alpha male that I am, I kissed him first on the cheek. And then eventually we kissed for real. It was SOOO good!!! I kept kissing his face and his neck after that even though he was like half asleep by this point. I was going to spend the night but his dad said no. So, late that night my dad had to drive out and come get me. While we waited, I would threaten to bite his face if he didn't keep his eyes open. It was so funny. 

I hate to say it, but he's not like other guys. I always worry that he'll end up being like that last guy I dated, who was super nice until we got comfortable together. But, I don't think B will be that way.. hopefully. Instead of big gestures, he does small things you do when you love somebody. Like pulling them closer, snagging them a fry before the food is done, offering food, holding their hand whenever you get the chance. He is so sweet, good with his niece who's like a sister to him, and is sweet to and loves on his cats. 

I also learned some things about his body that I never would have known, but to me it's so cool!!! I don't know if he's embarrassed about it? Or anything? It's not sexual, but it's not common knowledge and I don't want to overstep any boundaries. I was high as hell when he showed me, but I think it's literally so cool and cute, it's something unique I never would have guessed or known about unless I had spoken to him.

Oh, today I jokingly gave him a ranch packet. He doesn't like ranch, so I was like "You can throw it away," and he did. While he was doing it, I leaned like my head to peak out the door frame. I was like, "Hey," and he was like, "Hey." I said, "I miss you," yk referring to missing cuddling and kissing him. He turned red and smiled with his teeth and said, "I miss you too," really quietly. His teeth are so fucking cute too. I've started focusing on his mouth when he talks, and he has the cutest fucking overbite ever. I love his teeth so much!!! It was one of the first things I noticed about him. Besides his gorgeous fucking brown hair. It goes down like almost to his mid back.

Like I said in the last one, I wanted to take it slow with him. I eventually told him that he would have to ask me out, because I think we've been talking for around or close to almost a month! That's so crazy to me. He said that he would soon!

Anyways, we had a new student come in today, and B said he wanted to talk to him but he got sent to the office for calling a teacher a bitch ON HIS FIRST DAY LMFAO?? B telling me about it was the most amazing thing, I love listening to him talk. He was so pretty today. I won't be able to see him tomorrow much, because his grade is going on a field trip. What the fawk :( 

anyway, I think I love him, but I'm scared. I don't want it to be like last time.

Thanks so much for reading LOL XOXO