OMG HI AGAIN(bad\sad news)

hi guyssss; 

i'm backkk. Sorry if i letf you for like 2 months but school and stuff was not it. btw how are you? 

i got the fringe now so my emo hair are gone :( (bc my mom said that they were HORRIBLE but don't worry, i'm trying to ask her gently if i can cut my hair for christmassss). I don't get bullied a lot now like i was bc of my hair and my style. I'm changed (not mentally but phisically) because i got bullied a lot and i felt so embarassed when i was going out because everyone laughed at me or looked at me in a really weird way like WTFF. 

Now my style is...idk??? i always wear flared jeans and a metal band hoodie or just a crochet hoodie ( ig??) and my fringe and a "it girl" makeup. I don't like myself . i don't like how i look. I seem like every other ""i'm different"" type of girl yk? i look like rory gilmore (even with my grades) and it's a good thing but i miss who i was before. Yes...i was bullied but i was "free" and happy with myself. My grades are sooo good since i stopped dressing emo and stuff. Now i partecipate at the lessions more than ever and in september 2024 i will do my middle school exams!!!! This year i don't wanna think abt style but only abt my education and my grades. I feel sad and a sortof depression every day but everything for good grades!! i don't know if my friends really like me but that doesn't really matter because i wanna be successeful and i wanna have a lot of money when i will be older. 

That's all for today. Love you all!

Claire