music !

My sisters party was on the weekend just gone.

I didnt wanna go at first bc i hate leaving my house and socialising now. But i went and it was okay.

At lunch this girl sat next to me who i didnt recognize so i was super awkward n basically kinda ignored her it was only later in the night i realized i had met her before lmao

so halfway through the karaoke, i was standing in the corner just vibin and recording everyone singing sometimes n stuff ( i was one of the few sober ppl there) and she walks up to me n starts asking me about my music taste. It wasnt till a little bit after that i realized i HAD met her before at some other party. I still dont remember her name and she doesnt remember mine.

we leave the karaoke room cus its so loud and we stand outside for ages talking about music, playing songs form each other, singing along getting hype as shit as strangers looked at us singing and dancing together in the corner and so many remixes/edits i love she knew it was the most fun/happiest id been in months just laughin and talking and singing and she actually likes the music i like ! she wasnt pretending or being polite or disinterested and her music taste is so much better than mine so i was takin in all the different things she was showing me

when the night ended she forgot my name and i had to tell her and she felt really bad and texted my sister later saying sorry and to pass it onto me. its 100% fine cus i forgor her name too but i figured it out by asking my sister everyone she invited vs who actually came lmao

anyways im very happy and grateful to have experienced that definitely one of the best conversations ive ever had (; v nice memory i hope to make more memories like that 

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gettin home kinda sucked i took train to gatwick airport, busses were cancelled after waiting like half an hour in the freezing cold lmao i was cryin too cus i felt so empty and depressed (i am good now) so walked to a taxi rank tears down my face and ordered a taxi. I thank God that it worked out otherwise idk how id have gotten home cus my phone died ages ago so no uber or nothing. and the taxi was instand, no waiting. Yes i was still crying in the taxi home, no we dont talk about it speaking of talk, thats a fIRE song by Yeat (who she also loves, we were rapping along to yeat tgt) and i was taller than her right so as we stood in the corner playin musics off our phones she held it up to my ear and she'd listen too so all her hair was in my face and it was so fluffy n it smelled nice ); and she rested her head on my shoulder her face was tickling my beard 😭😭😭 maybe one day i find someone to enjoy music with like that

have a nice day i love u stay safe