She claims to be my friend but she doesn't look like it-

shit- 

I really love a friend sooo much, today I made cookies for her because yesterday we had a fight and I wanted to apologize first because I knew that I had started with my bad mood, but I don't know, I feel that she is doing things in order to annoy me, I don't want to believe it but something in me says that it is true. As much as I tell her that there are actions of hers that make me uncomfortable, I just don't get it, I'm so fed up- Now curiously she started to be friendly with someone who caught my attention.(；′⌒`)(；′⌒`)(；′⌒`)(；′⌒`)

I know, I'm not the one to tell you who you can interact with or that kind of thing, but if she's never been interested in you before then why now? And just another day he said: Alexis and I went on the bus together.  Girl, it's okay, but the fact that he said it to me with that little mocking tone made me feel like he was laughing at me...(¬_¬")
I want to think he won't do anything but I don't know, maybe it's my jealousy and I'm going crazy, I don't know, I need a break from college, I hope the holidays come soon. :(((