I F*CKING HATE WHAT THE INTERNET DID TO MEEEE!!!!

I cant even go on a day without being like a normal kid my age ughh!! Everything i do or see i find a way to connect to my interests ughh its so humbling seeing others be normal cant talk to anyone about myself cuz then theyd think im weird or a nerd always have to show them a different me even to  my "close friends" WHY DID I HAVE TO DISCOVER THE INTERNETTT I COULD HAVE BEEN A NORMAL KID LIKE EVERYONE ELSE I dont even know what people talk about if theyre not into things on the net WHAT DO YOU NORMALLY TALK ABOUT??? And if they are ever into things its always MAIN STREAM i mean theres nothing wrong with that but i never find people who are into things iam in!!! NO NO NO THIS IS NORMAL IM NOT THE WEIRD ONE THEY ARE THE ONE THEYRE THE ONE NOT NORMAL xDD this is embarrassing omg..