i dont care what anyone says i hate any breaks from school in the winter months

i am actually just being a hater but breaks from school so close to midterms/finals (for one sem. classes) is more anxiety creating than anxiety reducing 

i just need more time to study :( i alr have to pull an all nighter today because all my grades dropped after i got sick and i cant bear to fail anything 

plus everyone is telling me to try harder lol 

>:(