13th November 2023

Call it weird, or whatever, but I think I've decided to make this a diary. I just think that it''ll be fun! I have always wanted to make a diary - but I've always given up at some point. Whether it had been a written diary (that eventually always got found by someone) or one on my phone that never really had anything to go into: I have never really kept up with them, but I wanna try keep up one here! Just cuz I know this is a super small platform and so there's not much to loose if I overshare. 

Although, even though I know that no one reads these, I will still try to keep my life SEMI-private. Just because I feel like people who overshare their life online are kind of weird. PEOPLE ONLINE DO NOT WANT TO KNOW YOUR BUSINESS! You know? 

But anyway, I don't particularly think my life is that interesting anyway so it doesn't particularly matter. 

Anyway; today was nothing much special. I saw my 'crush,' Ry today. 

Y'know. I don't really like the word 'crush?' It's too violent. And also it sounds so stupid. It is so embarrassing to admit you have a crush! Especially on a boy! Like BLECH! 

Because also it is so annoying because I have been trying to go to up to him for the past month (maybe a bit less than that but I am not sure) and I keep either wimping out or the situation is unfit for it. GOSH. It makes me so mad >:{ 

But anyway, I am hoping I can do it tomorrow as I was planning to finally go up and talk to him! EEK! I know that I probably will wimp out again but everyday I am praying to God and being like 'today I will, today I will, today I will!' like a mantra. 

Speaking of, I was going to get a bunch of stickers to just stick around the place, like around town and around school. Stuff about animal rights and all of that. How much trouble could you even get in for that? How much do I care? Not much either way. 

I am also currently writing a vampire fanfiction. Obviously about my ocs. But it's super long. My AO3 is @Andyslilcig if anyone wants to check them out. Mainly just my ocs and stories that don't make sense but there's also some TMA and one Gavril fic over there. 

But nothing much happened today except I had to stay behind at school for an after-school revision thing. I had to stay in until 4:30! Horrible. It wasn't that bad. I like my Bio teacher. 

Mr. ML, you're funny. 
He takes an interest in anything his students talk about (I have him for about 5 different subjects) and it is so sweet. It makes me so sad when people are mean to him, because people are. I don't get that. I don't get when people are randomly really mean to people for no reason. Like why? As in, this teacher is so nice to you all, he takes an interest in anything you speak about and loves getting to know you and always tells you the truth and has your side. He is so sweet. Last week was kindess week and he brought in cupcakes for us all. Which was also nice. 

That's it, BYE!