Closure (Vent-Ish)

Closure for me has been a battle, one I've been fighting for over half my life now. Closure, it's in my hand but like water, it finds every open crevice no matter how big or small, to escape. 

I have it, but closure doesn't have me... Makes no sense i know.

my problem is that no matter how much I work on "leaving my old life behind", I eventually fail and fall back again. The world constantly reminds me. I want to let go, but seemingly I cannot.

The only way I can truly find Closure is to truly and actually say goodbye.

I need to say goodbye to them face to face. 

I need 5 more minutes. </3