Social distance type shi!!

So I joined SpaceHey month ago but I came back im usually offline but now I wanted to come back to edit some stuff on my account since I have been bored and lonely recently so yea these days have been rough for me in school and actually parting ways with my friend we used to be bestfriends , when we were  little but she started hanging out with other girls and became like a stranger to me she started doing drugs  which was just worrying but we both parted ways beacuse when I try fixing our friendship the only thing that made us close was when I tried it with her which made us close as friends and she got addicted to those things which made us apart we would just wave at eachother first but now we don't see eachother and we as friends have parted ways for me it's hard and I struggle since that was basically someone I only had to talk to my other friends are just different nice and funny to talk to while at school but not to hang out with but when im outside of school , im like the only girl at my school which likes 90's and some 2000's things like my music taste and my form of thinking which people usually don't get it and my whole life it has been hard for me to make friends since I had  fake friends and there was a friend that I had and cared for but  she was toxic and wouldn't care about me I always would accept her apologizes but things didn't work for me so that's how im here currently struggling with things So finally I found a site which I can express myself our find other cool people here .