Man,

Legit I still find it so crazy that I actually had somewhat of a...GOOD??? relationship with me ex?!!?!! Between the 2021 and the early 2022 mark,,we actually had something incredibly special. But Like. *tongue click* we were like 12 and 13 so a relationship seemed kinda low maintenance at the time..

But like. I'm older now. And I think I'm ready for a new relationship but I just don't know where to start...I have a lot of love inside of me and I have always wanted to smother someone in it for a really long time

God that sounded horrible 

Anyways I'm just rryna broaden my horizon with friends and just see how things go yk..

(This is Totally not a post about me trying to find me a schmoopy...)

((This is in fact my first rodeo and I'm very scared))