master manipulator

y’all remember that story I made up to make my ex feel better about is childhood trauma? Well that was a great excuse for him to hit me. Let me explain. around October - November of 2022 my ex hit me with the medal part of his belt buckle. He would always want to park on the side of his work because he said there wasn’t any cameras on that side. Either an excuse to hit me or do sexual things I really didn’t want to do. Anyways we talked through this app called bond touch and the messages disappear within hours of sending them. Now his idea was for us to act out what happened to my bruise and he had the idea to make it look like my dad did it and that I can send through messages that my dad hit me and I can pretend he did.my ex was always scared I’d use something against him. I went with the plan and now I feel that looks good on him… because if I report it he’d have those messages then I’d have to explain. I have a loving father too. I’m always cuddling with him or kissing him or just play fighting with my dad. He gave me the nickname monkey because monkeys are always on one another. I kinda regret meeting this dude. in reality him and I are both assholes.