Idk know man

I honestly have no idea what's happening. Like I know but I don't know how to process it. For instance a lot of my pets have died months apart, and I have court (not for anything major just about my school attendance) I just am not processing it right. I see everything like a movie of that makes sense I don't feel real. I feel like a really shitty movie from like 2010 of that makes sense. I don't know what's real or not anymore the days are blending in a little bit I feel empty like nothing. I know that it's probably mental health problems but it's like I'm comforting myself in this depression. I have friends and a life but I don't feel like I have a reason to be here. Sorry for this long ass tangent about literally nothing. I just wanted to get it off my chest without anyone telling me how to feel.