Lonely, Confusing World

Hi blog and whoever stumbles upon this,

I have been feeling so disillusioned with the concept of friends. I know it takes two to tango but what if I don't like to dance? Part of me believes I am neuro spicy because creating and maintaining friendships has always been a challenge. I both want to be surrounded by friends but feel drained by most people. I love people, I love having friends, but I don't feel I have truly connected with anyone yet and most want to hang out often and my little introverted self cannot. 

Also how the hell does one make friends in their late 20s/early 30s?

Love always,

Jess