Opening up

Since I'm somewhat anonymous on this website I wanted to admit some things, I know lots of people think I'm an innocent kid but I'm not, I wish I was the little boy I was back then but it's better this way, if I hadn't gone through everything I would have probably been like all the other basic ice cream hair losers, I'm glad I'm nothing like them, I have scars that show that I'm half as strong as those douchebags I have burns that show what I've been through physically, I may be doing amazing right now but mentally I'm still struggling to get back on track with my life after everything I've been through in my life, the secrets I have to keep hidden from my parents is overwhelming and a struggle, I don't even tell my therapist or counselor my secrets because I'm afraid of what will happen if I tell them my real life thoughts and feelings.