itty bitty rant

all my friends are jerks!!! i dunno how i got to this spot where my friends make me go “ew,” but i’m here. i’ve got one friend that i talk to everyday. the conversations we have are really funny. the issue is that sometimes he says the r-slur (look at the stamp on my profile if you’re confused). i genuinely dunno what to do because it’s pretty hard for me to make friends. i have very few because i had to cut a lot of my friends off last year because i didn’t want to be friends with jerks. but now im starting to learn more about my current friends that i don’t like. for example, the same guy makes jokes about 9/11. he also likes uncle ruckus (a satirical character based on black stereotypes), which is really odd because he’s not black… i honestly find it weird when a non-black person watches the boondocks anyway because it’s solely based on black stereotypes. but that’s besides the point. the point is that i need new friends and idk how to find them. the rest of the friend group likes to make racists jokes towards each other too. i need a new group asap.