esther's cool survey (i answer my own questions like a jackass)

hiii,, i just wanted to fill out my own survey real quick

might aswell like i made it right

anyway thank u 2 everyone who did it you are 

beautifully complicated people

alright till next time keep it real

esther's cool survey

1. what's your favorite season and why?

my favorite season is winter,, i enjoy cold weather, and the sun

sets very early,, bonus points when i lived in places where it SNOWED..

like,, so much snow.

2. do you consider yourself religious? why or why not?

yes, at least i think so. i was raised catholic, but sort of drifted away from

it as i got older, i believe in god and like,, the basics of christianity? but i

can't really consider myself catholic, just based on personal events within

the religion,, it's a beautiful religion, and i miss it sometimes. i've been

to a few baptist sermons, i had a great time.

3. do you live in your hometown? if not, would you ever go back?

i don't live in my hometown! matter of fact, i'm very far away from it.

i miss it, but there's not anything good waiting for me there.

4. what's an interest you have that surprises people?

maybe the fact i like hunting? whenever i've said it people said

i don't seem like the time,, maybe the anime profile picture throws

people off! but, i also have a habit of collecting and repairing

old porcelain dolls. the more damaged, the better.

5. who's your favorite greek god?

my personal favorite is hypnos,, the greek god of sleep. if you're talking 

olympians, my favorite is hera, the queen of the gods.

6. are you hopeful for the future at all?

i try to be, but naturally i seem to be a very nihilistic person. i hope for the best,

but seem to expect the worst,, this attitude has worsened over the last couple of 

years, especially when pertaining to the situation in my home country.

7. do you have a favorite perfume or cologne?

yes! j'adore by dior is my favorite perfume,, whenever i get it, i try

and perseverance it for as long as possible,, it's a bit pricy!

8. if you could be any mythical creature, what would you be and why?

i'd want to be an aasimar! not just for the wings,, but being

both a beacon of mortal and divine power sounds cool as fuck.

9. if it came down do it, could you survive in the wilderness?

depends, yes? short-term, i feel like i could! but if i'm stranded somewhere

forever i'm fucked eight ways to sunday.

10. are you squeamish?

no, i wouldn't say so! i can't handle like,, snuff films, but

i think i'm a bit more tough than the average viewer. the exception this rule

is displays of abject gluttony, so things like mukbangs make me gag.

11. on average, how long do you sleep every night? does it ever vary for whatever reason?

most nights, i sleep from 2-6 hours,, i go to bed late, and i'm usually up sort of early?

some nights i don't sleep at all if i party particularly hard,, or sometimes

i'll sleep till' noon if work was rough.

12. if you had too, do you think you could pull off disappearing without a trace?

as much i'd like to think so, probably not. i'm not the most careful person, and

there's a million ways to track people down these days.

13. what does beauty mean to you?

it means alot to me, honestly. i was raised in a household 

that sort of instilled that the value of a woman is based on her

appearance. i've tried to address these issues, but it's a slow process.

14. what's a trend you think is *really* fucking dumb?

i'm not the most trend-savvy person, but all of the trends that seem

to demean people of non-slavic origin for taking part in certain things.

15. have you ever left your home country?

yes! i had to come from somewhere, right? i was born in russia, and i've been

across europe, before leaving when i was 10 or 11. as of now, i reside in the u.s!

16. can you drive? if so, what do you drive at the moment? if you can't drive, what's your dream car?

at the moment, i cannot drive! i've been in a few car accidents in my day,

and driving is terrifying to me, to be honest! i don't have a certain dream car,, but,,

i'd love a car that's blood red. (and someone to drive it for me.)

17. any songs that take you back to a certain time in your life?

dude there's this one song i can't find,, my parents loved it, i can't remember

the name!! it was in russian, sung with both a girl and a guy,, album cover

was like orange and a woman's face,, i'll keep looking.

18. do you live alone, or with others?

at the moment, i live with a family friend and his son :).

19. signature drink? (if you don't drink alcohol, just give say your favorite.)

i like vodka (yes you can laugh), i mix it with diet coke. apparently, it gets you

hammered faster, i didn't know that until recently. aside from that, i drink

alot of diet coke.

20. do you collect things? if so, what, and how big is your collection?

i collect tons of things! wet specimens, dolls, anime figures, i love just..things.

one of more unique collections is my habit of collecting wallets, especially

wallets that more 'masculine' or belonged to men in the past, bonus points

of some the owners personal affects are still inside.