cant stop thinking about him

we met and in some days he came to my house and sleep with me spending time doing things we already like but together

that happened a second time but we spend some time this day kissing each other 

some day he randomly started to avoid me and my "cute" little papers, and them tell me he dont want nothing more than my friendship

that happens i know, but he just stand in my mind so much 

i keep writing about him and i cant take it anymore

that shit sucks