I left my closest friend, and i feel fine.

Just my ramblings about my current situation.

About a week ago, me and my 2nd only friend had an argument, not by his terms but in my opinion it was, and I decided to take a 'break' from seeing him, which is pretty weird considering we go to the same school. But regardless that was my choice, and to be honest, I feel great about it. Of course, we've been friends for a while, 4 years, but I haven't felt bad about my choice at all. He's sent me dms about how he feels it's bad, and wants to be friends again, but I really don't want to. He talks to my other friend most of the time anyways and therefore I can't really talk to her outside of classes we have together, but I don't mind really. In fact, I've made more friends and I've felt even less lonely than I do with my original friend group, consisting of me, him and my one other friend.

Maybe I'm being selfish, but I'm not going to force myself to hangout with someone if all they do is annoy me. Not to say he was a bad friend, just personally annoyed me a lot. He said in messages to me that me personally taking a break from him is hurting him, but I can't bring myself to care, when most of the time I hung out with my friends, I couldn't think of anything to say anyways, all they talked about were interests that I wasn't into.I tried to get into them, but it bored me. Maybe I am a bad person. I'm not like Madoka, I don't prioritize other people over myself. But I'm fine with that.