Tired

So I don't even know where to really begin anymore, so I'll start at the beginning of the year. January 17th, after a long, stressful 3 day drive from Arizona to Arkansas, my partner and our former roommate moved cross country.

Not even a month later, our ex roommate moved out, leaving us high and dry, trapped in a city we just moved to and no other resources to get around town. As well as burning a 10 year friendship with my partner over being petty over differences that were just facts of life. It was hard, for awhile, but my partner and I managed to find a little grove of things to get what we needed to done, though it was still hard.

Then came the day we decided, after a few months of talking, we decided to move and sell our house. There were repairs that couldn't be easily done without help and resources we didn't have, both anymore and at all. So, after long talks, we decided to head to Michigan.

To say coming here was a big mistake was the understatement of the century, but unfortunately we had nowhere to go and this was our only option. My family I am close to is split up between Florida and Oregon, my partners family is the one in Michigan.

Like all things, it was and is rocky here, living with family, who were strangers to both me and my partner, but over the years he had been building up a relationship with them. Long story short there, he and his brothers had been removed from his parents when they were younger due to his little brother getting sick and the state flagged it as an issue and removed from into foster care, and then some shady shit happened and they got adopted out.

Regardless, were here, living in a melting pot of an environment and it's only getting worse. While being in a pretty depressed state while writing this, I do hope things get better, but I have my doubts. Everyone here is petty, selfish and entitled, to the point they accuse you of being rude or disrespectful, causing drama and fights if you don't adhere to their rules and ways of life, like it's perfect and better than yours. Especially when it comes to your pets.

10 more months of this shit ahoy.