Was Your Halloween A Dissapointment Too?

Happy late Halloween, spacehey peepz. I got a question for you. So I'm 19 this year. This was my first Halloween alone. All the "friends" (more-so acquaintances from school) were either gone, busy, or I cut contact with them as soon as we graduated. It was lonely this year. I didn't even leave my room. I don't have a job even, I rarely ever go anywhere.

Anyone else find this Halloween disappointing? I know part of it is cuz I'm a loser, but so far I've at least done stuff every Halloween. Maybe part of it is, I didn't wanna seem like a creepy loser out and about. Who knows. I saw on the other corners of the internet that there was hardly anyone out even.

It's getting so hard to be like this. I'm not a uh, desperate person, so-to-speak. But gosh do I want some real life friends. Especially ones who get that I like the 2000's, and being emo, and etc etc.