love ig

yall I'm in love with this man unhealthy in love like I would lock him in my basement type shit you're a bit on and off. Still, no matter who I start liking if he starts talking to me I start to melt like it is actually insane I'm obsessed I need mental help because there's no reason why I should love and dream about someone so much and imagine our future tg. or maybe this is what love is supposed to be idk. Still, I was reading through our old text messages and I got excited and filled with hope that there might be a chance well actually start dating with no on-and-off shit. but ik he might not feel the same way because he doesn't like online dating which is understandable it's not for everyone. but sometimes it stresses me out because I start to wonder if he actually likes me or not smhhh