sick and miserable and cant sleep fuck you daylight savings

i'm back bitches!!! sadly...

oh my fucking god i thought only a few hours ago at like 3ish AM id be able to sleep but NOOOO i cant get comfortable i cant breathe from my nose my throat still hurts meds aren't helping and i want to die. upside to this common cold illness is i'm not running a fever so i can't take any like hardcore drugs aka the good stuff to make myself feel better so i have to suffer (kinda) and i have this fucking god forsaken song stuck in my bead (rip queen) but i changed the lyrics to  ''i can't sleep i wanna die i can breathe from my nose and i'm really REALLY mad and i'm really REALLY sad'' LOL but i thought it was random i remembered this silly little video from her

i was obsessed with her before she died in what 2016 and obsessed with this video when it came out. i remember wanting to be like her at the time and pretended to like the same music because of her because i thought she was so cool. memory lane is weird. still kinda watching naked brothers band its on and im not really paying attention so im probably gonna have to rewind some of it later. i can't even say tomorrow anymore because its like 6am now FML.