WRITING RANT!!

i actually hate writing so much but i like nbeed to do it or i look fucking insane because i draw things and when i draw things i tend to make lore and add things that connect with said lore basically making whole character backround as well as basic imfo such as name age and gender but i dont do this in my head i physically talk to myself and personally i dont have the time to explain the senery i imagine and so often i find my writing to possibly be over detaild and it annoys the ever living hell out of me but due to my boyfriend being so fixated on writing his fanfic for a good while it kept making me want to writw things out and like i kept getting really frustrated at that so today i caved and made the worst decision of my life and made a wattpad account thats where this ends for now im 177 words is and my hand is already tingley and numb currently about to end my procrastination and explode to continue writing will possibly update my insane rambles later....