Memories are forever punishment is only temporary

When I go out with my friends I think of how much fun i'm going to have I think about all the amazing memories that we are going to remember. I think about the moment I am in, I think about all the possible things I can do to make this moment special. I just try and think about everything other than the fact that when I get home my life goes back to "normal." I just wish that I didn't have to sneak around. I wish that my "consequence" is ripping me out of school and wishing that I was something I'm not.