moving to a "new" country

So basically I'm from the Philippines but I was born and raised in the UAE so technically it's not a new country because it's my "home" country. Still, I feel more at home here than in the Philippines, the only time id ever visit its usually for vacations and then i come back home. I grew up in UAE my entire 17 years of living, and now I'm gonna have to move to a place where I SHOULD call home but I can't. not yet at least

My sister's friend told me it'll suck for a year or two but afterwards you just end up sucking it up and dealing with it. I really don't wanna leave my home. but we'll see how this will go honestly. might do little updates here and there just to see how my mind is.