11/3/23 (13:44)

i don't feel well... it's noisy out here and i forgot my headphones. some kid is being annoying and singing really badly, and others are screaming, and others are dribbling or kicking balls. i shittalked some guy in my class with my friends and did a diiferent eyeliner look after we ran laps. too fucking noisy. some of the boys are being ridiculous and throwing stuff everywhere and fighting and i hate it. i wanna get high and forget everything that happened today. i wanna sleep. i don't really know what i want but it's not this. i'm so excited to get home and get my headphones on and blast music while i study.