Self Appearance n Stuff

I try a lot to take care of my looks n hygiene n stuff. I think I dress somewhat decent, I make sure to shave, do skincare, wear clean clothes, all that good stuff, yk? Definitely putting more effort in it than a good amount of guys in my grade. Idrk what im young at with this opening but ig what I wanna talk about is like how I'm perceived and how I see others. 

I try like as hard as I can to be like super nice and not be rude but istg I like alway come off as like super solemn or intimidating I've been told. Like istg the other day I was joking with some classmates and like thats already way outta my comfort zone cause ion talk to many new people  but I pulled a serious face n shii and was joking like "wow thanks a lot yada Yada yada" and they were like laughing bout how scary I am doing that and I like legitimately got scared like do I come off really as someone who's scary? 😭

Like girly, I was so sad. Like this is the 3rd time I've found out ppl percieve me as intimidating. Ion know. Ig I got like a super angry looking resting face or like I look like I literally wanna kms. And liek I'll literally be doing my work or sum and be like super happy thinking vout like the most stupid shit and my friends will be like: "oml r u alr?" And they'll be like "you literally look like your house burned down and your entire family got slaughtered infront of you" 

Anyway, I gotta go cause I'm in history rn. Sorry for the u finished blog