rant about drawing

The thing about drawing is that i idealise it too much. I love art. Or at least I love the idea of it, but when it comes to actually doing it, i get overly frustrated and give up. Its like a never ending problem where i get exited about drawing and think ill sit down and finally do it but the moment the pencil touches paper i give up and go do something else. id probably be an artist by now if i tried, but i dont