not feeling the best i woke up with a bunch of shit on my mind like feelings and memories and shit
idk why but i just keep feeling suicidal and shit out of nowhere and that feeling will stay with me for like a few hours or whatever and it'll just look like im tryna make it everyone's problem and i fucking hate that
outside of the random feelings i feel like a lot of ppl could do better without me but im too much of a pussy to anything abt it
i can't even talk to a mf cuz everyone loves to talk shit and make rumors and say stupid shit out here like "omg ja's finna kill himself!!!! omg he so emo!!!"
can't say shit to my mom cuz she gon look at me like i killed a squirrel and brought it inside cuz apparently im fine and nothings wrong despite the fact that i kept telling her i was gonna off myself one day while in elementary school which is kinda funny imo
can't say shit to my dad cuz tf will he do in a different state?ย
so basically just i won't be doing shit to myselfย yet
i've done too much in the past few months it got to the point where i just hope i automatically stop breathing
lmaooo niggas who hate me have to put up with me for hopefully another few months
if yall are going thru shit im happy to talk i probably won't answer for a while im rarely on this site but ay ima try to help yall get through whatevers going on yk? even if im shit at comforting and helping ppl im still gonna try
anyways enough abt all that my bdays coming up
december 5thย ๐๐พ
i hate my bday but at least i get cake??? ๐
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