Updaateeee on my life

Okii so here's just like an update on my life rn cus i haven't been online in 4ever and not a lot of u guys know much abt me!!! Sooo I have a dog named Teddy. He's mentally disabled I think and he has extreme attachment issues and anxiety and abandonment issues, and he chose me to cling onto. He acts like a toddler and doesn't let anyone else take care of him so for the past year or 2 I've been taking care of a literal toddler smh and it has been hardddd. Especially since my parents are divorcing again, my mom is abusive, my dad is an alcoholic, i have 4 dogs, 5 fish, am in middle school, only have 6 irl friends, 1 is my sister, and 1 is my dog, im autistic and have adhd, i get bullied a lot, i'm on antidepressants, can't figure out my gender, my sister is moving out soon and i'll be alone, kinda poor lower middle class, i used to be rlly poor cus my mom used to be on hard drugs but that's a different story, i'm hyper fixated on the stupidest things, idk how i feel abt how i'm dating, i have a crush on a girl who's older than me shes my bsf and shes in a commited relationship with her bf, im 13 and already in debt, my childhood was so shitty i blocked most of it out and can't remember shit, i'm constantly high off all the shit im prescribed, im emo gay trans and a furry, and my dad has a type of cancer

But enough for the negatives bcus i have way more of that to talk abt another time!!! I have good grades and okay friends, i have a lot of posters and plushies, my mental health has been getting better, i've been getting better at kinda cleaning my room, i've been trying to socialize, my plants are kinda still alive, the haunted house i built looked good, im very good at some games, i'm trying to adjust to change better, i've been hella sick so i've been staying home, i cut my hair so maybe i'll look more masculine, i've found meds that seem to be working for me, its my favorite season and 2 christmases means double the gifts, and my wardrobe is looking pretty good.

Sorry this kinda turned into a vent :p reading this back i feel like a lil gacha oc :3