Having maladaptive daydreaming is such a pain in the ass. I will spend a weirdly long amount of time hanging out with friends and then I realize they don't exist.
I make up scenarios and then I HAVE to figure out how that would work logically or I'll get upset.
I'm currently trying to figure out how a field trip to Stark Industries would work since I'm some random Midwestern boy and Stark Industries is in like, New York City I think. So it forces me to think about why even one student from my shitty ass public school would go to Stark Industries, what the students or parents/guardians would pay for, why we would go on a trip there, why the Avengers would be there, what Tony Stark's thoughts are on this, what activities we would do there, my reaction to said activities, if my parents would allow me to go there, why Deadpool would be there, what Deadpool's reaction would be to me and vice versa, what I would wear, how I would be feeling on that day--
My ass is NOT AO3 Peter Parker.
And my daydreaming doesn't consist of pacing, I will just sit there for hours on end and space out so much that my head is not in the clouds but some other fucking galaxy supercluster.
Ohh my god.
I get as snug as a bug in a rug when I sit in the car for a 'Short Midwestern Drive' [an hour minimum] and I look out the window with a blank expression while listening to one song [currently Limp Bizkit] over and over on loop as I stare out into the desolate countryside. It's weird.
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